Every day it seems Father God is teaching me more and more about who He is, and being the self centered creature that I am, I immediately look to myself to see how this affects me.
Well God being who He is knows this about me so, He has been using this time to show me who I am also.
For one I am beginning to see just how self centered I really am.
Not a pretty sight I must say, and it seems I'm in a constant state of repentance. A good place to be, but not the most comfortable, also a good place to be. It seems from the evidence in my past that when I'm complacently comfortable I'm actually slip sliding away from Father into the abyss of my own selfish hell.
I might want to get that fixed. Actually no might to it; I do want and must have this fixed!! I want it ASAP, but reality is that it is and will continue to be a process, probably life long.
Thank God for the Holy Spirit! His influence in my life, means that this can, is and will be done.
Another benefit of this time in my life, is I'm beginning to get some idea of the depth of the love that God has for us!!!
A full understanding will only come thru eternity, but for now, what I have been privileged to see, and am in the process of learning and seeing, so far exceeds my wildest imagination of what a real love can be, that I am in total awe!!!
All the splendor of the known galaxy can not compare to the tenderness of the love that my Heavenly Father has and SHOWS to and for me, and all of us; if we have the eyes and hearts to see and preceive it.
Some times I can only sit still and bask in His presence, knowing full well that this a privilege is not something I have earned thru any goodness or righteousness of my own, but that it is a gift of love from the author and source of all love.
and all I can come up with is...
Wow! God Rocks!!!!!!
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