Well so much for writing every day.
But it's ok, I haven't turned a joy into a drudge or some horrible law thing.
For me this is good!! Way Goood.
My days have been full of the small necessary tasks of every day life, and though there have been moments when I have had to remind my self that it is not really worth getting up set about or worring about, a few times, ok we are just gong to call it a few.
I have on the whole remembered to give it to Abba, and let Him do what He saisd He would do, Carry it for me.
That is a very challenging thing for me.
I have been doing the carrying for a very long time.
I have had trust isuues for a grip!
I had been living by evidense not faith.
My past weighed in more heavily then God's word.
That thank God is changing even as I type!!!
I have to admit, it is tempting to try and take back all I lay at His feet, but I know that if I keep just reminding my self, and letting go, even if I have to let go of the same thing 50 times, ( one would like to think, one wouldn't be that clueless. Alas one also must be honest!) I will get better at this,
And with the sweet wonderful assistance of the Holy Spirit, this will soon be a way of life for me.
I would like to say I can already see a difference, but I'm too new at this to even recognize it if I do see it, this too will become apparent in time!
In the mean time moment by moment, Second by second, minute by minute, (I'll get to hour by hour in time) I have to remind my self and rejoice in the fact that God's got my back
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